Currently Watching Madagascar (Widescreen Edition) By Jada Pinkett Smith, Chris Rock, David Schwimmer see related

feel like i haven't updated this thing in forever!!! so here goes....

i'm at the library waiting through these agonizing hours until we close... it's cold and boring, desk duty isn't nearly as fun w/ no one to talk to...now if someone were to come in drunk or something...that would be amazing...so if any of u guys find yourselves intoxicated and dying to get arrested, u know where to come...(3rd floor of the chamber's library) best experience of your life..give u my personal guarentee.

so the true meaning of life is starting to, slowly but certainly, show its face.  Sarah and i have been talking about it a lot lately ha yeah we've become waaay beyond our time, talking about law school and what not...and quite frankly it's scaring the crap out of me. i'm working 2jobs..(well 1 and a half) 6hours of classes.... and i'm moving out in 2 months..(hopefully...) **side note...fyi, we're on the 3rd floor at the reserves...very excited!!...we get a balcony and everything!!!**  i know there a millions of people who have it soooo much worst...and not that i'm complaining or anything, but i wish....have no idea...just forgot what i was wishing...

i think i have ADD or something, can't seem to finish a thought w/out being interupted w/ another......oooh a patron to help!!!...i'll continue this oh so interesting entry later...

Currently Listening Bad Day Pt.1 By Daniel Powter Bad day see related

so why is it that nothing ever goes the way things are planned? why can't we realize what we have until it's gone? is it possible to change the inevitable? i wish i had some answers....

well spring break was incredibly boring and depressing!! c'mon we're in college....aren't these supposed to be the best years of our lives or something along that line?? so far it's off to a really slow start.......anyway, as you can tell, not really much to update, other than i'm really glad school is starting soon...sooner it starts the sooner it finishes..hopefully! oh and the weather was amazing today! i loooove the rain!!! alright i'm gonna try to change the layout on this thing, so take care and God bless!

aaah....i just finished cleaning up my room and i loooove the feeling of having a clean room! it's sooo peaceful... lol so spring break is going well...so far... nothing too exciting except, on saturday night we went to see....."a movie" then had some donuts at krispy kreme's(thanks for the tip mike!) so after taking some insane pics in there parking lot we decide edmond's too boring for us and play the coin game, just to refresh your memory that's when u flip a coin to decide if u go left or right at an intersection...yeah, it seemed like a good idea, 'til sarah screamed..."is that a person in the road?" in the middle of nowhere, and it's pitched black! holy crap, i guess i was more scared b/c i was driving, but wow, scared the crap out of me! haha well that seems to be the most exciting thing that has happened....sad i know.  anywho, hope you guys like my new video choice, now that i think back on that movie, Triston & Isolde, it was actually pretty good. 

alright so me and my mom definitly went up to stilly last week to sign the lease for apartments!! aaah! now i really hope nothing goes wrong cuz that's a loootttt of money to lose.  but otherwise, i'm excited about living w/ sarah j and experiencing a whole different life and sad about leaving my old/close friends and family and confused about how things will turn out...and so on...it's great! oki i'm gonna watch some good ol' tv now, yeah so much for that whole, i'm gonna study during spring break, theory. 

hope everyone's break is going well! take care and God bless!! toodles** 

It's past midnight and i've got nothing to do so i guess it's time to update. I changed my music video, hope you guys like it!

alright so...I haven't really talked about going to OSU yet, but now that it seems like a pretty solid possiblity i might as well share with you all. there is a major chance that i will be attending OSU next fall.  i seriously hope this actually happens b/c i feel it would be amazing to get out there on my own taking care of myself. sometimes i feel like a kid who's trying to grow up too fast, and that i shouldn't be trying so hard to leave home so soon ( i know college isn't soon) but then again i know that if I didn't try to get out on my own i would be stuck under my parents noses for the rest of my LIFE! don't get me wrong, i mean i love my parents 1010% (and more) but i still have this urge to see what's out there. basically while i have there support, and while i know that no matter what kind of trouble i get myself into they will be there to get me out. ( it may sound weird but i like having that security) Going to osu would be such a great opportunity for me to learn what's out there and find out if i can make it on my own or not. i at least want to know what it's like, even if it's only for a year, that's ok w/ me.     Then again a few weeks later u guys could be reading another post about how it's good for me to stay here at UCO. lol but i know i'm not the only one w/ this problem of indecisiveness(??) we all seem to have one thing on our mind one day and something completely different the next, i guess it all depends on the situation at the moment. wow i definitly wrote a lot of crap on this one.... oops.... anywho i really didn't mean to just spit out my thoughts like that, but i guess that's what xanga is for  well take care and God bless!! GOODNIGHT